It goes like this: I become aware of Source within my being. It feels like space, like waves of love and light, like moving geometry. This experience of the divine radiates love; I open myself to the divine, which radiates love. So there is the visual or auditory experience of human me, Aowyn, as a person loving - but something much more vast, a compassionate ultimate holding that seems to bring existential relief. You are loved, you are held, you are whole, you are perfect exactly as you are. You are held in communion with the divine, in a deep spiritual experience of connecting with the sacred.
Darshan means "divine sight." It is a reciprocal experience, a moment of seeing and being seen by the Divine.
Darshan is an outpouring of unconditional love. For some people, this can be a little unnerving at first, because it's an unfamiliar experience of true vulnerability. Most often, it brings the experience of being truly seen, without judgment, with complete acceptance and love. It can bring the experience of existential relief.
Externally, it might not seem like much; just us looking at each other or talking on the phone. Inside, I'm seeing the truth of who you are, which is divine light. Perfect and whole. The process helps clear away what covers it, so you can better experience your Truth, and reflect more divine light into the world. You might not feel anything. At first, you might feel vulnerable or exposed. We move gently and slowly so you don't get overwhelmed. You might feel love melting through your being, you might feel giddy, you might feel grief for the parts of you who thought you were anything less than perfect. Whatever your experience, I will see, hear and reflect your divine light. The invitation is simply to be in the experience.
This is the foundation for our work, and the mindset I hold: you don't need fixing. There is nothing to fix. You are now and have always been whole. You have everything you need inside you - and wherever you are in your journey, there is much more for you to realize and engage. This is the starting place for your empowerment, self-realization and conscious creation. Darshan is a transformational power that supports personal growth.